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I started this morning with a phone call from Josh, his grandfather passed away in the night. Obviously this is devastating news to anyone, but I knew when this day came it would be rough, especially on Josh who has a hard time dealing with death.

After I dropped Hadley off I went to the gym then headed to see my internist. We decided to try taking me off my blood pressure meds, so we shall see how that goes!

I don't know what it is, but I've been in a funk the last few days. I think some of it the usual sadness you feel after a trip/vacation you look forward to is over, also because I am not sure when I will get to do anything social at night again, I am also in a weird place of being over being alone....I go back and forth...I am not depressed or anything, just a little bummed- I know it is temporary, I have good days and bad days; and the last few days have not been bad by any stretch of the imagination. Just have much to pray for; lots of things could be happening soon...